heyyyyyyy

what up "dogs"?(=friends...)?

im ok

happy new year every1
hopin 2 get drunk 4the 1st time 2night...
but know i wont
im 2 good girl...lol
sia-Avishag-KISSES

ANGEL IN MY HEARTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

the loss of my life

WELL,I HAVENT BEEN LEAVING A LOT LATELY.
IVE BEEN WORKIN A WORK I DISPISE N MAKIN LITTLE MONEY CAUSE MY PARENTS N PPL IN SOCIATY WANTED ME 2DO SO.IVE BEEN CREATIN MY OWN FINANCIAL PROBLEMS CAUSE I DIDNT KNOW HOW2SAY NOOO 2THOSE PPL.BUT NOW I QUIT MY JOB N STARTIN A NEW 1-I DONT CARE IF ITS NOT IN AN AIR CONDITIONNED OFFICE-AS LONG AS I CAN PROVIDE2MYSELF-N HELP OTHER PPL WAYYYYYYYY MORE THAN IN MY LAST1-THERE I ALSO HELPED PPL-BUT IN THIS 1 ITS GONNA B A MAJOR HELP-N THIS IS MY PURPOUS ON THIS EARTH.
I ALSO PERSUED MY PARAPSYCHOLOGY CAREEAR N LEARNED A LOT ASPECIALLYYYYYYY LATELY-WHEN THINGS HAVE BEEN SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BADDDD!!!!!!!!!I HOPE NOW I CAN B A BETTER PARAPSYCHOLOGIST N HELP PPL N DO GODS WORK EVEN BETTERRRRRRRRR!
IIIIII WISH ME LUCK;
IIIIIIIIIMMMM MY OWN BEST FRIEND;
IIIIIIIII BELIEVE IN MYSELF N KNOW ILL DO WELL;

AVISHAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

ONE DAY I'LL FLY AWAY

http://www.stlyrics.com/lyrics/moulinrouge/onedayillflyaway.htm

ME :D

THEY CAN GO FUCK THEMSELVES!!!

LATELY I VE BEEN WORKIN AS A TRANSLATOR @THE COURTHOUSE.
SOUNDS NICE DOESNT IT?
PPL N ASPECIALLY UNCLES N ANTIES STARTED COMPLIMENTIN ME 4 HOW SMART I M N WHAT A GREAT JOB I HAVE.
OR DO I?????????????????????????????????????.....................................

IM ABOUT 2 LEAVE MY WORK N B A COMMON WORKER SINCE MY CURRENT JOB DOESNT PAY N I WANNA HAVE 1 WHO DOES!!!

N SO I WILL.

NOW IM ABOUT2START GIVIN PERSONAL TRANSLATION IN WRITIN N WORK A DIFFERENT TYPE OF JOB WHICH 2 ME IS WAYYY MORE RESPECTABLE,
CAUSE BY WORKIN A JOB THAT DOESNT HAVE A NICE SOUNDIN TITLE,
BUT EARNIN A LOT OF MONEY I RESPECT MYSELF MOREEE THANNNNN ANYTHINGGG,

N PPL WHO DONT LIKE THE SOUND OF IT

WELL-MY FRIENDS-

THEY CAN GO FUCK THEMSELVES!!!!!


ETERNALLY!


LOVE,

THE LILY OF THE VALEY-AVISHAG

JONI MITCHELL THE OTHERRRR LOVE OF MY LIFE LOL!

http://www.lyricsdir.com/joni-mitchell-river-lyrics.html

MADONNA LILY N SANDRO BOTTICELLI

U2 Miss Sarajevo Lyrics

Is there a time for keeping your distance
A time to turn your eyes away
Is there a time for keeping your head down
For getting on with your day
Is there a time for kohl and lipstick
A time for cutting hair
Is there a time for high street shopping
To find the right dress to wear


Here she comes
Heads turn around
Here she comes
To take her crown


Is there a time to run for cover
A time for kiss and tell
Is there a time for different colours
Different names you find it hard to spell
Is there a time for first communion
A time for East 17
Is there a time to turn to Mecca
Is there time to be a beauty queen


Here she comes
Beauty plays the clown
Here she comes
Surreal in her crown


Dici che il fiume
Trova la via al mare
E come il fiume
Giungerai a me
Oltre i confini
E le terre assetate
Dici che come fiume
Come fiume...
L'amore giunger
L'amore...
E non so più pregare
E nell'amore non so più sperare
E quell'amore non so più aspettare

[Translation of the above]

It's said that a river
Finds the way to the sea
And like the river
You shall come to me
Beyond the borders
And the thirsty lands
You say that as a river
Like a river...
Love shall come
Love...
And I'm not able to pray anymore
And I cannot hope in love anymore
And I cannot wait for love anymore

[End of Translation]


Is there a time for tying ribbons
A time for Christmas trees
Is there a time for laying tables
And the night is set to freeze

1 of my manyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!"Alexander"s :D!

Aly/Avishag Bar-Akiva



Aly my sweet.
Aly MY LOVE.
Aly the one im always thinkin of
Aly the one im always dreamin of
Aly the one thats always there for me
Aly the one im afraid will go away
Aly the one I WANT WILL ALWAYS STAY
Aly the one
ALY THE ONE N ONLY
ALY

PRINCESS N QUEEN!

THIS PIC IS VERY BLEARY N ITS FROM LAST POORIM:)I LIKE IT WHEN MY PICS R BLEARY CAUSE THAT WAY I CAN CREATE SUM COOL ILLUSIONS N LEAVE THE VIEWER CURIOUS N WONDERING INDEED.......................................................................

LOUISE HAY MY BELOVED LOVE!!!

Louise Hay: "Explain to people that everything they say is an affirmation.
Everything they think is an affirmation.
Everything!
What you want to do is to get control of what you are saying and thinking,
so these things bring you good experiences in life rather than rotten experiences.
I have trained my ear to hear what people say.
I can immediately tell where they are going wrong for what they want.
If people can just understand that everything is an affirmation —
they are affirming that life sucks,
or they are affirming that life is good,
or all the different variations —
they will learn how to heal their lives."

I M STARSHINE!

what i really m-is a starshine.

i have this(astronomy)bodies theory:there r 3 kinds of ppl:
sunshines-who r constantly happy-which i m sooooooo nottttttttttttt!!!!!
starshines-glowing in the dark,half happy half sad,
n moonshines-most of the time sad but still shine in a gentle glow of life n happyness n vitality...


i m STARSHINE...

MAD WORLD-GARY JULES :( ...

Mad World



Gary Jules



All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow


And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Mad world


Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me


And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Mad World
Enlarging your world
Mad World.


N HERES A LINK 2 MAD WORLDS VIDEO ON U TUBE!!!:DDDDDDDD :PPPPPPP!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FtpY5_HASM8

myyyyy immortal

THE ACTOR/Avishag Bar-Akiva



I'm the Actor
My name is Mauricio
I'll love you,recpect you,
n then i will diss-u!!!


I'll make u believe that i love you for real
n then i will run--like its no F-U-C-K-I-N deal!!!
I'll make you obey like a trained little puppy;--
Creating the illusion
Sumday i'll make you happy


n then when the words:
"I love you" are heard
I'll know that my job here is done,
On this Broadway show!!!!!


I'll love you,respect u,
n EVEN ACCEPT YOU
"Dont worry-III!!!!!LOVE YOU"-"!!!"-!!!
-So i will say


n then when i feel
That my job here is done
I'll roll down the curtain
Sit down
BACKSTAGE


Removin the make up
n takin off my musk
Cause I AM AN ACTOR!!!!!
From dawn
Until dusk!!!


n please,Avishag!!!
No signatures after the show,
I don't like getting dirty
From the endless applause
And applauers who applau them
Comin after the show
Backstage
After spendin their money
For tickets on the first raw
All they want is a hug,
Or a look,
Or SOME soul!!!;--


Cause my show made them cry;--
n they LOVE ME SO!!!!!
But not me,
Not THE ACTOR;--
I'm just runnin to my car


I don't need ur love,tears
n flowers
CAUSE I'M ALREADY
A STAR!!!


So what if you love me,
So what do i care???
As long as tomorrow
The papers will say
That i dared;--
--In my AMAZING GRACE of an acting!!!!!
n my BEAUTIFUL stair
As i whispered
In your ear
Avishag


:
I CARE!

A TRIBUTE 2 MY SUNSHINE!

TODAY MY BELOVED SON AHOOVY PASSED AWAY.
JUST A FEW MMNTS AGO.
IN LOVING MEMORY OF AHOOVY SHELY
ID LIKE 2 DEDICATE THIS POEMME OF MY 2 MY BREATH TAKING BEAUTY-
AHOOVY

REST IN PEACE MY BABY,
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS
4 ETERNITY

MOMMY


Love-Healthy/Avishag Bar-Akiva

I tried to shake my love to you
Off of me


The way you wipe dust.


I tried to not think about you
N to hate you for leaving me-alone.


I tried to take a spunge
N delete you from the blackboard of my heart


But i couldnt
Simply because you are my heart
Darling


N i love you
Deeply:


Deeper than the sea
Warmer than the sun
Redder than my heart!!!!!


Avishag.



MY BELOVED-AHOOVY

SUM BEAUTIFUL PICS!!!

THESE R SUM BEAUTIFUL PICS of the lily of the valley,madonna lily,n orange lily which r 2 plants (flowers) i adore completely!!!

THE SOURCE OF MY NAME

The source of my name is in the bible.
English form:Abishag.
Meaning:I believe the meaning of my name is prosperous!!!
hopefully i will be to soon!with gods grace!!!:D& * !!!!!!!!!
Shag=the root of the hebrew word "Sigsoog" which means prosperity,
and NOTTTTTT AS SUM STUPID NAME'S SOURCES WEBSITE SAY "A MISTAKE".
It has the same letters , but a different sound in hebrew languege.

SO, TILL THE NEXT TIME


sia guys!!!

AVISHAG

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TuVOIcZQJpU

A RAPIST WALKS FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE RAPIST EX-PRESIDENT WONT SERVE EVEN A SINGLE DAY IN PRISON AFTER RUINNING MANY ISRAELI WOMENS LIFE!!!HERE R SUM MORE APROPRIATE SUITABLE PICTURES OF THE SUN OF A BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE LILY OF THE VALEY DOESNT KNOW!

THE LILY OF THE VALEY-ME:D&!!!!!!!!

HI GUYZ!

ULL NOTICE THAT THE FACTS N QUALITIES OF "THE LILY OF THE VALLEY" ON THIS PAGE-R VERY SIMILAR 2 MY QUALITIES!!!!!

FOR INSTANCE:



Colour: White - LOL!!!!!:DDDDDDD&!



N ALSO:



Care Tips: Must not be left out of water too long.
Keep cool and shaded.



AND OFCOURES,NATURALLY:



Facts: Signifies a "return to happiness".
Lily of the valley is much used in bridal arrangements for their sweet perfume.
(........................................................................................................................................................)



http://www.flowers.org.uk/flowers/facts/k-r/lily-of-the-valley.htm

the lily of the valley

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lily_of_the_valley

2ND LEBANON WAR:CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC

A YEAR AGO 2DAY THE 2ND LEBANON WAR STARTED...

there was an ongoing blitz of a month over the north n the south of Israel:((((((((((((((!

i live in the south of israel,but its relatively a safe place.

thank god 4 that.

manyyyyyyyyy soldiers were killed n manyyyy citizens were murdered in the last lebanon war.

i remember a case of a father sitting in the shelters in the north with his family 4 days n his doaghter bein cold,n him gettin out of the shelter 2 bring her a blanket n never coming back...................................they lived in that building in the 1sttttt flooorrrrr!!!!!but it only took a split second 4 the rocket 2 hit their home n kill the father,although the children were saved because they were sitting in the shelter...

Anyway,lets hope theres not gonna be another war in israel,cause we(me n my family) cant efford 2 have a shelter or "a safe room"-n we dont want anything bad happenning 2 me...god forbid!!!

IN LOVING MEMORY OF ALL THE VICTIMS,


Avishag

FORGIVE AND FORGET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thats exactly how i feel now.
like i want all the bad 2 go n all the good 2 stay n just have fun with my friends again as i used 2...
n forgive n forget 4 all the lost time n all the lost days we spent appart...
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

i hope ill b able 2 forgive n b forgiven..................................................................................



Avishag:D&* !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SORRY SEEMS TO BE THE HARDEST WORD.

Elton John Sorry Seems to Be the Hardest Word Lyrics



Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word – Elton John

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there
What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word
Chorus:It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be
the hardest word
ChorusWhat do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word
Lyrics > Elton John Lyrics > Elton John Sorry Seems to Be the Hardest Word Lyrics

PIC(TURE)S

So i posted sum pics on my blog a few days ago,
but theyve been removed,n now im tryin 2 post sum new 1s.
Anyway,i hope ill succeed,but even if i wont,its all 4 the best,
cause i like it when i know ppl who dont know what i look like;-
it makes things so much more interesting!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Sia later,
n perhaps ull SEE me 2,
lol,
Avishag:)))))!

HOT

Today i was at the park in my neigboarhood,its called "Park Hey",cause it is the largest park in all of the neighborhood "Hey".here in be'er-sheva the neighborhood r named after the hebrew alphabet:alef,bet,gimel,dalet,hey,vav-etc. etc. .....:)!&*...i live in a neighborhood called"vav ha'hadasha"which means "new vav";so "Parh Hey" is very close 2 my home,although its technically on "Hey" neighborhood which is very close 2 my neighborhood.
I met sum real interstin ppl 2day on "MY" Park,which i really love(-the park...),but most of all i enjoy the company of the little babies n children who were there playing with their parents.its their summer vacation now,startin 2day,n they r happy 2 b there n share this summer with their friends n family,n not only their teachers, books,n notebooks as they do the rest of the year.
Accept 4 on the jewish hoplidays which happen in avarage of 1s a month...-HALLELUJAH!!!-4 the kids ofcourse-but also 4 me...i loveeeeeeeee loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!kids n babies also,n i love the israeli summer-even here in hottest be'er-sheva where it sumtimes reaches 48 degrees!!!(knock on wood so far- so good...)!:D
good night guys,n happy summer 4 the 1s who have summer in their land now among us...
KISSES N LOVE,AS ALWAYS!

ABOUT THE ARGENTINIAN SON A GUN!!!:DDDDDDDDDD&!

My friends here in israel who heard about it say that if this son of a gun cums anywhere nearrrrrrrr the state of israel-hell b "long gone b4 sunrize"-if quoting the Cardigunz expressions....:PPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!:DDDDDDDDDDDDD!LOL!
So these poemmes were written longgggggg time ago-n i dont feel that way anymore,but if it makes u even A BIT-ANGRY,AS THEY DID 2 MY FRIEND HAGAY-WHO PUT A MAFIA CONTRACT ON HIM-U MAY JOIN THE JOINED EFFORT N TAKE THE BUSTARD DOWN!!!LOL...
I Love You Guyz...,

Avishag:D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Hamalka!!!) :D&*!!! ( = a smilie with a flower under its bow tie lol............!)

A TRIBUTE 2 SCENT OF A WOMAN!BY ME-OFCOURSE!!!:DDDDDDDDDD&

Scent of a MAN/Avishag Bar-Akiva!



i can b ur Donna
You can b my Chaz
i dumped my stupid boyfriend
Theres no need to pretend.


We can do the Tango
Every night n day
You can show me ur moves
ill tell you my way!!!


You dont have to be
Frank Slade anymore
Theres no need to be silent,love
Theres no need to ignore;--


i will make you happy
So u dont have to be in the dark anymore
n we can be together
Always
To love n to adore!

i USED 2 love him-but i had 2 live him!!!(-my version 2 gunz n roses' song)

Love-Healthy/Avishag Bar-Akiva



I tried to shake my love to you
Off of me


The way you wipe dust.


I tried to not think about you
N to hate you for leaving me-alone.


I tried to take a spunge
N delete you from the blackboard of my heart


But i couldnt
Simply because you are my heart
Darling


N i love you
Deeply:


Deeper than the sea
Warmer than the sun
Redder than my heart!!!!!


Avishag.

My Song (1 of them at least........................)

Queen Lily of the Valley Lyrics
Words and music by Freddie Mercury



I am forever searching high and low
But why does everybody tell me no
Neptune of the seas
an answer for me please
The lily of the valley doesn't know

I lie in wait with open eyes
I carry on thru' stormy skies
I follow ev'ry course
my kingdom for a horse
But each time I grow old
Serpent of the Nile
relieve me for a while
And cast me from your spell
and let me go

Messenger from seven seas has flown
To tell the king of Rhye he's lost his throne
Wars will never cease
Is there time enough for peace?
The lily of the valley doesn't know
Lyrics > Queen Lyrics > Queen Lily of the Valley Lyrics

silent night,HOLY Night.....

2night i cant seem 2 get much sleep...usually at these hottttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!israel summer nights i cant seem 2 get enough sleep...only problem is i gotta get up early 2morrow 4 work.....i have noooo problem basically not sleepin all night long,only in the morning im so tired i can barely speakkkkk!the 1st couple of hours...id like 2 move sumwhere where they sleep like 12 hours a day...n get up whenever they feel like it,2 fish sum n 2 do only the most basic wonderfulllll!!!things they need 2 do 2 survive.
All my love 2 u guyz,
Avishag
P.S.!sia in the morning!!!:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))!

A TINY TASTE OF MY POETTERY

Hi guyz!!!:)))))8
this is 1 of my millions of poemmes.
its not exactly the way i wrote it,cause im typin out of my memory ,but i guesse its close enough!
u can write me a responce later...
here goes:






BLUE/Avishag Bar-Akiva



gotta take my medicine
gotta go 2 bed
gotta do the things i do
the things u told me 2
when u said:


"I WANT U 2 BE GOOD AVISHAG
I WANT U 2 BE GLAD
I WANT U 2 BE HAPPY
I DONT WANT U 2 BE SAD!!!"
I LOVE U AVISHAG-
JUST THE WAY U ARE
THE WOUND OF URE IGNORING
IS SO PAINFULL IT LEFT A SCAR
RIGHT INSIDE MY HEART
THE HEART WHO LOVES U
AND MISSES U
THE HEART WHOS BLUE
BECAUSE OF U
THE HEART U DISURTED
GOD KNOWS WHY
U NEVER GAVE MY HEART A TRY
2 SHOW U HOW ITS PURE
AND NOW IM LOST
WITHOUT A CURE

gotta take my medicine
gotta go 2 bed
gotta do the things i do
the things u told me 2
when u said

hi guyz!2day i created my 1st blog:)))!

hi guyz!2day i created my 1st blog:)))!
thanx 2 my sweet friends sasha help!
sia later with more interesting posts
!!!!
Avishag:)))!